Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Very Slight
Dysthymia:	Slight
Bipolar Disorder:	High-Moderate
Cyclothymia:	High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Slight-Moderate
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
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hmmm i must have cyclothymia to a point hahahaha guess i should pay a bit mohr attention to myself lol.

mood: confused

OMG i finally have my glasses and omg i can actually see stuff, although i keep trying to move my eyes as i'm use to, to see and that makes things blurry time to get use to these^^.

also wanted to tell everyone i had a great time at thxsgiving with you all hope you all do well and enjoy your holiday i'll be at home if anyone wants to do anything.

so finally everything is going back to how it should and i can't wait.

I can't wait to pick up sema's pups so we can play for a bit before i leave.

mood: accomplished

was fricken aweeeeesssooomee!!! scared so many people so many trick and treaters dropping their candy bags in my haunted house very few kids/adults got candy out of the buckets your suppose to get candy from^^. my throat is sore from all the growl, groaning, and screaming i was doing to be an even scarier zombie but was a blast. sorry for everyone who missed it was an EPIC night of B goretastic.

doing the haunted house at my house again got nothing to do or want to scare some kids come on by. look at my previous post for directions have fun

location: home mood: amused music: "This is halloween"

So its time to scare the hell out of little kids please come join us and have fun. and of course click on the poster to see it bigger^^.

location: Home mood: bouncy music: "This is halloween"

been 2 days now and i feel like i've been ran over by a geo metro.....

so bored in this house during the week with no one here, makes me really miss my job right now... did i just say that?

anyways *cought* *sneeze* i'll have to go to work whether i'm sick tomorrow or not already out 2 days of income now.

anyone doing anything this weekend?

location: home mood: discontent

So ever wonder why people will just hold something in and not just tell you to your face, or wait way too long to tell you so that it hurts when its finally said?

Is it really that fucking important to hold something inward instead of just being blunt and straight forward about anything. Much easier to get things done and over with then to brude about it for days on end until ya blow up at the person.

So, i shall sleep the rest of the day holding my blanket and trying to feel better from w/e the fuck is wrong with my body today.

mood: groggy

So, i'm bored at home trying to find something to do.. i've been in a bit more pain then usual. My stomach and back are just hurting constantly. My car exploded and has taken me too long to fix it. Now that i've fixed it and i can drive again it is driving all weird and i don't feel safe driving it. all the debt i've been working so hard to pay off i had to put back on my card to pay for everything, but at least i paid off enough to use it again, right?

So any of you guys want to go do something or come over watch a movie, anything? let me know i can still drive and hang out but i'd rather not drive if i can.. hope everyone is well.

ty you STREAK, GREYSON, JACOBS, PAT, LIGAA, AND WOLFJESTER for coming and eating and having a good time with a small group. was very nice and calm and dirty minds... lets just make sure that Ligaa can't play that game with us ever again^^! *hugs* enjoy your day everyone i'll be sleeping at home if you want to do something just let me know.

I want to eat some curry if anyone is interested.

mood: amused

yes tomorrow at 8pm chili will be served ty for everyone that has told me that you are coming and remember bring something to drink cause i will most likely run out.

if you plan on coming please let me know and if u need directions let me know or get them from someone who knows see u all then.

and sorry that you won't be able to make it pokey cause ya moved but i'll eat your share np^^ *hugs*

see you guys tomorrow

ok so it seems i'm going to be on overtime at work and i'm going to be working 4am-6pmish starting tomorrow and all of next week if not longer. SO, i'm going to have to move the time to around 8pm on the 11th.. i probably won't finish cooking until about 9pm at the latest unless i get some helpers to cut veggies and junk.

Also PLEASE BRING any liquids i.e. JUICE, SODA etc... cause i will only have a limited supply and i want to make sure that you all have drinks^^.

right now i have my 2 roommates, Sean, wolfjester, ligaa, raith, streak, me coming for sure.

Again please if you want to come let me know the new place is much bigger and can have mohr people in it.

can only watch some things in my room but have a few things we can watch in the main room.
hope we all show up enjoy delicious food and enjoy hanging out.

mood: bouncy

ok i'm going to cook my chili for everyone who wants to come and eat it around 6pm on friday the 11th... if you want to come just ask ^^. it will also be my friend sean's bday dinner so when you meet him when u show up say happy bday.. i hope lots want to come and i hope i picked a good day for everyone. give me those comments and let me know who wants to come

mood: accomplished

should we do it this weekend? or should we aim for another weekend everyone give me an idea of when u guys can make it... i only have fri and sat nights....

so everyone let me know so i can start getting ready for chili and movies^^..

location: home mood: bouncy

so i been thinking of cooking my chili again for everyone and maybe throwing a small/medium sized party.. anyone interested in this... if so let me know maybe i'll just have to do so.

and call/txt or just come to visit me miss all of ya later.

omg so its now been 3 weeks and i haven't done anything but work and move i'm finally done moving and today is my first day off to do w/e i want and i have nothing to do.. cause i have no gas to go anywhere and no one is close by wanting to do anything. So bored...... some come over or txt me...

location: home mood: disappointed

went and saw it by myself was a good movie, would pay to see it again. i need one of those alien guns and an arm for sure^^

who is interested in getting free massages saturday morning? let me know via txt/call.

Also for today anyone want to go see district 9 i know it will be busy but i'd rather not go by myself to watch a movie again. again txt/call me or respond to LJ i'll check it later today.

location: work mood: apathetic

Waits for something good to happen its not always bad just seems that way recently, i'll just focus my life back into working.....

location: home mood: frustrated

*yawns* done with work for today, think i'll pack a bit then lay down or something want to leave the house but no where to go. txt me ^^

Its a long boring day but just smile and think boring and long is at least safe and sound^^. Smiles and grins

mood: grateful